I Have To Start Doing This Again.

It has been months, but now since I'm home for the summer and have no friends or a job, expect something here. Here is something I wrote for class.


5 shots deep
my mouth doesn't work right
only to spit out insults and tell the honest truth
I'm deaf to everything
except for the word
chug
Kill the bottle
a brick wall hits me
can't see
room spins
floor becomes my mattress
first words of the new day
what the hell did I do last night